Hey there! Welcome to my website.

This is Esdee.

I’m a graphic designer, certified life coach, and former corporate leader. These days, though, I spend most of my time writing. So technically, I’m an author — but at heart, I’m more of a renunciate.

My Life

My life… well… it used to be a dragon, which I’ve since learned to tame. Don’t mind me — that’s the fiction writer in me talking.

My spiritual quest began early, around age 9 or 10. But life had other plans first: family, work, and the many riches (and lessons) of worldly existence.

Eventually came the deeper dive into spirituality. At 32, I began spiritual training with a celebrated monk.

My Spiritual Life

While I received valuable guidance firsthand, I ultimately walked my own path — led by dreams, experiences, and intuition. No coaches or institutions. No spiritual gimmicks. Just steady effort.

This path, which I half-jokingly call the Esdee path, included Zen and Sri Vidya. My years in a Christian school and the discipline forged by corporate life likely influenced it as well.

Over time — a little more than a decade, to be precise — the Esdee path culminated in many spiritual experiences. These, with Her grace, paved the way to inner peace, insights, and a constant sense of Divine presence.

My Life Now…

Today, having reached my spiritual destination, I feel calm, content, and confident. Challenges still arise, but I just strive to flow with life.

To stay useful, I share what I’ve learned through my creative work.

So that’s really all I truly am. The rest is merely commentary.

Thank you for visiting my site.

Love,
Esdee