Hey there! Welcome to my website. This is Esdee.

I’m an author, graphic designer, former corporate leader, and certified life coach — but at heart, I’m more of a renunciate.

My Life

Well… my life used to be a dragon that I’ve since learned to tame. Don’t mind me — that’s the fiction writer in me talking.

My spiritual quest began early, around age 9 or 10. But life had other plans first: work, family, and the many twists and turns along the way.

Eventually, I returned to that spiritual calling. At 32, I began training with a celebrated monk.

My Inner Life

While I received valuable guidance, I ultimately walked my own path — led by intuition, dreams, and experience. No spiritual gimmicks. Just steady effort.

This path, which I half-jokingly call the Esdee path, includes Zen, Sri Vidya (a Hindu sect), Christian values, and more. The discipline forged by corporate life likely influenced it as well.

Over time — a little more than a decade — this path culminated in inner peace and a constant sense of Divine presence.

Life Now…

Today, having reached my spiritual goals, I feel calm and content. Challenges still arise, but I flow with life and trust the Divine — spiritual, not religious.

To stay useful, I share what I’ve learned through my creative work, often with a tinge of satire — free expression comes with being a US citizen, of course.

That’s really all I am. The rest is merely commentary.

Thank you for stopping by.

Love ya,
Esdee 💕